The Waves Are Crushing Me

I said: Tomorrow will be different
But I woke up and it's happening again
I am doing it again
I don't move
I just feel the waves crushing my shoulders
Climbing my neck
Hum

I am not my best version
I'm just a body with goals
The end of the day makes me realize
I am the only one
Who can put me down
I dive

I take a breath to try one more time
I'll start over again
Just to surrender
I made this promise so many times
I'll start over again
Just to surrender

I know what I need to do
I just can't get it started
It's like the other times