gonna call it

After all this time I think I’ve come to realize
That my actions are just a symptom of confusion and indecision
So I’ve taken some precautions this time
And dirty laundry washing will be my saving grace
When and if I ever see your face
Because this time gonna pick up where we left off
This time better be enough

Cause now I'm gonna call it before I fall for it
Avoid all the drama I say I hate
Now I'm gonna say it, somehow I’ll play it
Like I’ve known along that you’re not so great

And I won’t cry in front of you and I walk right through and play it cool
Cause I know it’s my bad attitude that’s making a mountain out of you
And I can trace it back a few years to when I met you it’s all right there
Pictures in my photo album I can’t believe how far we’ve come this time
Gonna pick up where we left off

And every time I think I’ll try I find a reason to lie
I can be the bigger person, it’s not worth my time
So you’ll just fade into the distance

Cause now I'm gonna call it before I fall for it
Avoid all the drama I say I hate
Now I'm gonna say it, somehow I’ll play it
Like I’ve known along that you’re not so great